To My Beloved

One of those nights
a man looked that he fights
he was standing on a grave
he seemed very brave
he was wearing a shirt of red
then he said
oh..I wish I can sleep
with you very deep
and kiss you all night
It can't be but it might
I wish H can through my body
between your arms my lady
I wish the past can return
so my heart can beat with no pain
I wish I can smell your perfume again
to shut the fires in my heart that burn
I wish that I can see you now
but I know,it won't happen,somehow
I wish you come to my dreams
don't till me , it'll be hard as it seems
I need a hug from you
so not to dietoo
it'll be very hard life
if you're not here , i'll hold a knife
and see if I can reach the end
but as the will of GOD, and as I pretend
you're not going to be proud of me
I'll kneel on my knee
and say it Oh GOD!!help me to bear
I wish I can be a child
and you ..in my beside
I wish you can emprace me to your chest
nothing else , that will be my wish ..the best
I wish I am ill all days
so you can stay beside my bed and nothing else
to see you with my heart
so my eys can enjoy you all night
I wish I can feel your touch
on my face,on my head
smoothly..moving to my bed
to hold my hand
it's like the sand
you're smile is full of compassionate
not seeing you is the fate
and you whisper still in my ear'
I always can feel,an hear
don't forget your look
it's in my head stock
i'll court you openly
and what ever will happen suddenly
I wish you're alive again
Oh Mother!!..you're the cure of my pain.